The Unknown

What does it feel like to like someone?

What does it feel like to not smile?

What does it feel like to know that everyone cares about you but you show no feelings?

All these questions are stuck in my head...

I know how it feel like to like someone but the questions of who I like is burning my brain...

I know how it feel like to not smile

But i do not how it feel like to know that everyone cares about me yet i can't do anything about it...

..My brain is so complicated that I feel like a dead skin that is without spirit..

..My scorched heart has burnt out so much that I am a skin that has been charred black..

..Now..From one to ten, nothing is to my liking...

..Will I get better when it is spring..

Pain

Let the rain wash away those feelings, will you?

Leave me alone...

我错了

我知道我做错了。。。
我不应该把我答应朋友的秘密说出来
我不想说，但是我真的快受不了了。
这件事已经延续得太久了
我是快受不了才说的。

我没有想要伤害任何人
但是我已经伤害了我最好的朋友。
什么事情都是太迟了，
应该是没有回头的机会。

亲爱的朋友，
真的很对不起，我不是有心伤害你的。
我没有想到事情会变成这么严重。

对不起