为什么
为什么我最不想要发生的事情却发生了？
为什么要解散？
为什么?
在一起那么久了，为什么要解散！
虽然说私地下感情很好
但是真的很好嘛？
在一起有7年了！
解散！
我快受不了！我好想哭！
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Monday, August 2, 2010
Just a Cinderella Story
3 years
What has happened these 3 years?
Well not much actually...
life has been the same and always so boring
Maybe to others, nothing has happened in the 3 years, but to me, alot has happened in the 3 years
- friends leaving
- friends forgetting
- losing friends
- losing love
- past coming back that I would never want it to come back
- getting older
- finished high school
- new friends?
- Friends leaving
One of my best friend left the country. Before she left, me and her did not talk for about 3 months and all because of this incident. I know that I was the one at fault for not talking to her but I can't handle the fact that she is yet again hurting herself. I do not want my friends to get hurt by anything let alone by yourself. I really treasure this friend. Lots of regret has come to me when I finally realised that this friend has gone. This friend meant alot to me, and i mean alot. I may not seem that way but deep down, she does mean alot to me. I may not act that way, but deep down, she is a true friend of mine. I may treat her like crap sometimes and I admit, those were my fault but I don't know what I can do to show her that I care. I am not a person that can easily express their feelings. I am not a person that is open, I don't like opening myself to people, I am a person that is cold. I may not seem cold but I am. I like keeping it to myself, I like suffering myself. I don't know why. I am sorry that I couldn't open myself to this friend, and I know that I should've as this friend has always been open to me.
I don't know what else I can say to her except "I Love You!" I know this may sound weird in some sort of way, but I do love her... She is a friend that I would truly treasure forever and love
What has happened these 3 years?
Well not much actually...
life has been the same and always so boring
Maybe to others, nothing has happened in the 3 years, but to me, alot has happened in the 3 years
- friends leaving
- friends forgetting
- losing friends
- losing love
- past coming back that I would never want it to come back
- getting older
- finished high school
- new friends?
- Friends leaving
One of my best friend left the country. Before she left, me and her did not talk for about 3 months and all because of this incident. I know that I was the one at fault for not talking to her but I can't handle the fact that she is yet again hurting herself. I do not want my friends to get hurt by anything let alone by yourself. I really treasure this friend. Lots of regret has come to me when I finally realised that this friend has gone. This friend meant alot to me, and i mean alot. I may not seem that way but deep down, she does mean alot to me. I may not act that way, but deep down, she is a true friend of mine. I may treat her like crap sometimes and I admit, those were my fault but I don't know what I can do to show her that I care. I am not a person that can easily express their feelings. I am not a person that is open, I don't like opening myself to people, I am a person that is cold. I may not seem cold but I am. I like keeping it to myself, I like suffering myself. I don't know why. I am sorry that I couldn't open myself to this friend, and I know that I should've as this friend has always been open to me.
I don't know what else I can say to her except "I Love You!" I know this may sound weird in some sort of way, but I do love her... She is a friend that I would truly treasure forever and love
** To Be Continued**
It Has To Be You
For one day, for one month, for one year
It cannot be without you
It has to be you ...
It's alright even if I'm hurt, even if my heart is broken, because it is only you that I love
Because I never called that person anything
Just like the Ibis cries out its own call
Just like a bird, I called my name and cried
It cannot be without you
It has to be you ...
It's alright even if I'm hurt, even if my heart is broken, because it is only you that I love
Because I never called that person anything
Just like the Ibis cries out its own call
Just like a bird, I called my name and cried
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