What has happened these 3 years?
Well not much actually...
life has been the same and always so boring
Maybe to others, nothing has happened in the 3 years, but to me, alot has happened in the 3 years
- friends leaving
- friends forgetting
- losing friends
- losing love
- past coming back that I would never want it to come back
- getting older
- finished high school
- new friends?
- Friends leaving
One of my best friend left the country. Before she left, me and her did not talk for about 3 months and all because of this incident. I know that I was the one at fault for not talking to her but I can't handle the fact that she is yet again hurting herself. I do not want my friends to get hurt by anything let alone by yourself. I really treasure this friend. Lots of regret has come to me when I finally realised that this friend has gone. This friend meant alot to me, and i mean alot. I may not seem that way but deep down, she does mean alot to me. I may not act that way, but deep down, she is a true friend of mine. I may treat her like crap sometimes and I admit, those were my fault but I don't know what I can do to show her that I care. I am not a person that can easily express their feelings. I am not a person that is open, I don't like opening myself to people, I am a person that is cold. I may not seem cold but I am. I like keeping it to myself, I like suffering myself. I don't know why. I am sorry that I couldn't open myself to this friend, and I know that I should've as this friend has always been open to me.
I don't know what else I can say to her except "I Love You!" I know this may sound weird in some sort of way, but I do love her... She is a friend that I would truly treasure forever and love
** To Be Continued**
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